Hi everyone, This is the first original song I have ever posted on this youtube channel. So I want to tell you all a little about this song, which honestly is probably a little mental. So basically the lyrics were inspired by a Lifetime movie about a teenage girl in love with a man who was married with kids. It isn’t the type of movie I usually watch but, instead of flipping the channel I starting writing lyrics. I've revised these lyrics a lot over the last week and changed the chorus until I thought I had captured the movie perfectly. I really hope everyone loves it. ps I was using Adobe Audition to record this and got carried away with editting, so I hope it's not too distracting. The lyrics are below! Sincerely, Jade Lyrics: I'm waiting for the pills to kick in I feel a little crazy again I want you to suffer I wanna bring you down to your knees Watch you beg and watch you bleed (Chorus) Have you ever felt crazy Have you ever been scared have you ever been tempted to put a gun to someone's head Because I have (I have been) In a room waiting for the walls to close in Trapped in my head for days on end Little white pills keep me sane until I see your face And I....(Scream) (Chorus) I wanna drag you to the back of the room Then make out with you Kiss you till I'm blue Ohh but you don't want to (How Could you) BANG BANG BANG (Chorus) Why don't you love me Why don't you see Why can't it ever just be you and me? Because... I've felt crazy I've felt scared I've been tempted <b>...</b>