Song was created Wednesday, ‎May ‎12, ‎2010 at 9:46 at night. The story behind this song is a time when I started alot of mischief at one of my friends' house and his grandma no longer allowed me over there. I felt so mistrusted and thought so many bad thoughts. They’ve known me since I was in diapers and it really hurted me that they didnt allow me no more, but it was my fault and maybe what I deserved. But everything is sorted and worked out now!! xD Lyrics: verse1: it's all my fault more disappointment in the sad past they now look at me differently but what do they look at me as they arent friends they are a different blood family but do they accept that anymore or did i ruin everything i know they still love me they said so theyselves but i dont deserve them until i change into someone else years and years ive knew them ever since i was a little boy but is my time up has the end came for all the joy chorus: mistrusted and heart broken im alive im breathing but i feel like im choking im not reliable im to the point on losing everything my closest friends their trust i think im even losing me verse2: I know the things I must do to get everything back I know the things I must change to get on a better track Here i go again guilt's eating me alive time to get things right time to change some of my life chorus:mistrusted and heart broken im alive im breathing but i feel like im choking im not reliable im to the point on losing everything my closest friends their trust i ...